When I was 15 I used to think that understanding a, lets call it 'alternative' sub-culture was as easy as watching Foamy the Squirrel, making bi-annual trips to Cyber Dog and wearing Converses. Yet still not being open to different sexual ideas like watersports and flogging, but turning my head to it considering it vulgar, sticking to gay twink porn to get a high. Only with time and age have I come to grips with the different ideas.
I am now 20, 5 years on from when I can last remember my views of an alternative sub-culture. Im now at a place where I understand, to a point, im yet to know all. I get this idea of arousal through unconventional methods, (I apologise if using the word 'unconventional' is rude, im still not aware of the correct dialogue for a lot of things hence why im using the word 'alternative'). I suppose another word for it can be fetish, but that word means too much for its own good these days.
The reason i've created this blog is because i've come to a point where my interest in different fetishes is peaking and i want to explore it more to better and fulfil myself. And if i can draw in like minded people along while i take this journey it would be more food for the soul to get to know them. Another reason is that i've found myself fixated with fetish wear sellers this last week and have gone as far as ordering myself a latex top and leather harness.
Im just going to regularly posting on here as my mind develops sharing my feelings, thoughts and my past history with no guards up in hopes of discovering how my interest has grown.
